Hi there. I’m so sorry to hear of your struggles. This recipe was written almost 10 years ago -so the products and packaging have changed quite a bit. At that time Coffee Mate was partnering with Cold Stone Creamery and put out the sweet cream flavor you see in the photos. Unfortunately they aren’t doing that anymore. Since it is just me managing and trying to maintain thousands of recipes, I have not yet updated the post to add alternatives. I didn’t know that product wasn’t around anymore. But the good news is that you can use any creamer with the Italian Sweet Cream flavor or any of the ones that say sweet cream will do. That should work just fine. You can even change it up since this is a cinnamon dip and use a cinnamon creamer if you like. It doesn’t have to be exact – it will still taste great.